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Secondly little health update. The last couple of weeks have been very rough on chemo. Not to give too much information but diarrhoea is the first listed side effect on about 3 of my drugs and I've been suffering a lot with it, which is not only drainaing but makes it impossible to be able to get out for much of he week. There isn't much we can do so this will be going on for the next 6 weeks of treatment. 

Today I was scheduled to have a repeat endoscopy to check on my varices and then chemo in the afternoon. Mum and I decided to stay in accommodation overnight Monday as I was first on the endoscopy list. We got up early and got ready. First I headed to the Marsden to get my bloods done, zoomed out and caught the bus up to Chelsea and Westminster. I was seen by my incredible doctor who has done all my endoscopes and had to break the news that the biopsy had come back cancerous back in November. It was lovely to see him again. He called me the great survivor! I was sedated and had the endoscopy, woke up in recovery, got my reports and went back on the bus to Marsden where I saw the doctor and then waited for chemo. I fell asleep several times in the clinic but otherwise was ok. There were no varices, but Unfortunately there was a small ulcer which for those of you who follow this blog may remember is what my cancer was mistaken for originally. Naturally this panicked me a bit. Biopsies were taken and now we wait to see the results. I'm hopeful that I'm monitored closely enough that if it was cancer it would have shown up somewhere but obviously it's a worry. I am pretty drained and the thought of potentially more treatment is more than I can contemplate right now. 

I will let you know when I do. 

So just a quick update and hopefully a longer post soon.