#30daysofblogging Day 4; Not today
Tuesday, March 03, 2020
Number one policy on this blog is honesty.
Today I’m feeling crap, mentally, physically, on every level just bleh. I found the motivation to post and that was bloody hard but I’m here and I’m doing and I’m a bit proud of that. For some reason at the moment I am feeling horrendously run down, and I spend a lot of my time/energy thinking ‘no I’m ok its just a blip, I’ll start feeling better soon’ but I’m not really. I had a virus thing about 6 weeks ago, had extra medication to stop it hitting my chest, took ages to get over by I felt I had. But I feel better then get a sore ear, scratchy throat etc, not enough to be ill but enough that I feel rubbish, it goes off again but I only have to exert myself and it’s back as a warning. My stomach is also looking like I’m about 8 months pregnant. Not unusual for me, it often bloats out, goes down again but at the moment it’s just bloated, all the time. No offense by I know my stomach best and can usually cajole it out of a mood but right now I can’t. Add to that the usual pain, fatigue, and I’m pretty sure a sinus infection and I’m just done.
I also tick practically every of the ‘at risk’ group for Coronavirus and it becomes really hard to function. Debating what outings will help my mental health against the risk associated with doing them.
Right now a lot of things are going on and I do feel I’m having to act as though everything is ok. People know it’s not but I don’t know what to do so I’m just carrying on despite it feeling extremely hard at the moment. Others need attention and I don’t want to add to the pressure. Going to bed is a highlight because I can just ‘be’, quiet, and tired and not worrying what my face is showing and just escape for a few hours from it all.
Sorry for the miserable post but hopefully things will start to improve soon.
Xx
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