So haven't written on this blog for nearly a year. My blog for a long time was a real life line to me, somewhere to vent, cathartic to write, educating and awareness raising, something I could do when I everything was falling apart for me. I made friends, helped others going through transplant and shared in peoples lives all of which was surprisingly unexpected but wonderful.
Then after transplant, it got harder to write, I wasn't in a good place and didn't want people to think I wasn't absurdly grateful for my precious gift but at the same time, it was a huge, frightening, all encompassing change which is still full of problems and challenges but without someones generosity I wouldn't be here to even contemplate these issues. So for a long time I didn't feel able to write.
But lately I think that maybe I still have something to say. And maybe you still want to listen. Anyway I'm going to try and start blogging again. About life now, after transplant, the good, the bad and the ugly. There is a shocking lack of knowledge about life post transplant which is often seen as a magic cure, which it isn't if I'm brutally honest.
So I would like to know any topics, questions, issues you'd like to see spoken about here. I can only speak from my experiences but would love to write again (I've missed you) and want to address things you'd like to know.
So bombard me, there is no question to embarrassing or stupid! xxx